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If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you

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Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized

I can feel the blood rushing though my veins
When I hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that I sit and pray

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We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized

We'll live our lives, We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way

I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides

We gotta live our lives
Gotta live our lives
Were gonna live our lives
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Pinky Steph



one side of me

I dredge for love, and it's you that I perceived
I prayed for a friend, been blessed, it's you that I received.
With incessant hellos, we granted eccentricity a chance.
With burly warmth, we subsisted to endure the distance.
We mutually embraced the clemency of life.
We faced each challenge until we are both hackneyed.
But you ve been blind to see forever as trenchant as my teardrops
That you ve been kind not to declare that your love will soon stop.
And so I find myself imagining your face in the sky
And that s how our story ended dreadfully. Goodbye.

Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why good things begin then just end
We can really never have it all, no, no, no

-fave ko na lines sa rainbow. very realistic.-

tas yung tula sa taas.. la lang. basta pendot pendot lang sa keys tas ayan.


| "Pinky Steph" dream at 9:08 PM on Friday, June 09, 2006



- i b i n a l i k -

Txtmate I

(ang makatapos romantic)

11:55 pm.

Quick bath.

Beauty regimens.

Alarm clock set.

Signed off.

Familiar setting.

Dejavu??? Sort a!

EiiH! Reminiscin?

Ganito kasi yun wento ko na lang

Brt brt vibrate fone ko

Rolling eyes, taas kilay sabay tanong Sino na naman to?

1 message received. Read.

[di mn kta nkkta, d mn kta mkausp, d mn kta nkksm, tandaan mo

miz na kta, miz n kta, miz n tlga kta]

duh sino sya? Kakaintriga huh! Reply ko nga wahahah.

[nkkbdtrp mga quots,mnsn kht 22o iicpn mo 4wrd lng,kht 4wrd lng iicpn mo 22o.pno kung sbhn ko sau miz n dn kta,icpn mo b 4wrd lng kht 22o?] send.

Dyan, dyan sa pasaway na palitan ng messages na yan pansamantalang nagkakulay mundo ko . From simple greetings [hi! Morning :D] rereply naman ako [morning din! God Blez!]

Tas sumunod [musta? Ingat ka ha..miz u] na up-grade pa after[hey! Dnt skip meal ha. Tc. Mwahh] o diba pasaway? Jologs diba? Pero believe me nakakatuwa. Heaven!

Until one Monday mornin. antok man I forced myself na pumasok.

No breakfast, skipped lunch then around 2 may nag toot toot.silent ko nga…aba maya-maya,brt brt naman hala ang kulet. open ko na papansin eh. 4 messages received. Read.

[gulat k kc ngtxt ako? L lng miz lng kta.ac2uali 2 icp p nga ako e kso naicp ko kung d kta txt my pg-asa kya maalala mo ko?] magtampo ba? [mnsn gus2 ntng sbhing msy tau pro ano mn plit nting mging msy hhnpn p dn 1ng bagy n nagppsya sten ewn ko kung nu sayo skn kc IKAW!] ano raw? [kala ko spat n yung naaalala kta, n alm ko’ng kaibgan kta,d pla un spat,dpat pla nagta2nong dn ako,msya k b?musta k n? xenxa k n kung mnsan d me ganun pero kc mahal kita FRIEND] ah ok friend lang naman pala malisyosa lang ako. [lam ko makulit ako,lgi n lng cnasabi oy! Musta n? lging nagbi2lin ingat k at puro I care xenxa n.sbhn n lng ntin pcmple lng un pra mprating sayo na mahal kita]

napatanga daw ako. Uy! Iba na to. Though it was obvious, still, shocking! OK! You’re not gonna waste your time, money and effort texting someone if that person is not that special huh! Now what? E di reply [mnsn d spat n mhal mo lng 1 tao at lam mo n mhlg k pra s knya kc bgo ang lhat,dapat alm mo pnagkaiba ng MAHAL sa MAHALaga lang.] send.

[wat d u mean?]

[meant wid wat?]

[ahhh never mind 4wrded msg?]

[kinda! Hey wat yah doin?]

tas tumawag ka

G: ei waz up?

B: uhmmm la namn. m kinda mizin u kc

----buntong hininga lang----

G: uhmmm kumain ka na?

B: yups. How bout you?

G: eer yeah kanina pa (liar!)

B: ehem??!!

G: hahaha problem?

B: la lang. r u busy?

G: medyo. tas listenin’ to my fave song as usual

B: wherever you are??

G: uy kilala nya na ko

B: oo nmn. o cge na po baka naiistorbo na kita. text you later ok lang ba?

G: sure. K. byebye.

B: uhm

G: yes?

B: wala hehehe u take care bye.

Tingin sa kawalan. buntong hininga. inom tubig . sabay wooohh!!! Mahabang ngiti. as in ‘gang tenga. Almost two months na na ganito. Happy? Definitely! Absolutely! Undeniably! So ano problem? I don’t know. Ahh! this cant be happening to me. I was supposed to meet mr. Right in the perfect , ideal place and time. It was all planned. Ahh! Di na to nakakatuwa. Magmaganda. man-deadma!

Gulat na lang ako nagtxt ka [sna d n lng kta nakilala.msy nmn ako nun e kht wla ka p.d 2lad ngayon, pnphirapan mo lng ako.lam ko d mo sdyang makilala ko,d ko dn nnm sdyang mhalin k eh] nagreply na ko. Check operator services. Wala pala ko load.

Joke lang. Wehehehe. [kung 22usin mgksma sna tayo ngayun, sbi nga nila lhat ng bgay pede pro d lhat ng pede dapat prang tau, pede pero d dapat.] send.

After that message wala na ko natanggap na kahit ano txt from you. Nabalitaan ko na lang sa friend mo na inintroduced sakin before may nililigawan ka na. Then I found myself sitting in front of a videoke machine.ayun nagwala, nagkakanta. timing naman may nagtxt na friend ko..[mnsan narinig mo ko kumaknta,tanong mo ko,kelan k p na22 kumanta? Sagot ako, nung na22 ako magmahal.cnabayan mo ko sabi ko sayo inlove ka din? Sagot k oo sa kanya tas iyak ako, tanong ka ulit, keln k p n22 umiyk? Sabi ko, nung n22 ko kumnta.] waaahh!sumunod nun mainit na patak ng luha sa mata ko. masakit pala.

But I had to move on. how? First, wala akong natandaang nasimulan natin para may matapos. One thing was certain, m missin those sweet nothings. I remembered that there were several times na nag-attempt ako na magtxt sayo kaso na-snatched naman fone ko hehehe

Kiddin aside, after almost a month nagtxt din ako [sbi mo lht ng story my ending,bat yung sa’tin wla? Lagi n lng gan2 paulit-ulit. Sma mo b ko s 22ong mundo mo o iwan n lng s wentong binuo mo] send. Pikit ako sabay pray. Sana Lord tablan. E nagreply ka [uy! Musta na? Long time no hear ah] [k lang…kayo? Ay ikaw pala?] [hahaha…ok lang kami.musta buhay?]

[uhmmm walang bago.] tas sumunod nun eto na reply mo [ang buhay daw prng biro, kung cno mhal mo sya ku2nin sayo.eh ang pgdting mo s buhay ko biro rin b? wag nmn sn kc pg ikaw p kinuha d n nkktawa.] Pu@YE#TA!!! Pinaglololoko ba ko nito? Kala ko ba ok lang sila? E bat ganito na naman banat nito? Di ko alam kung asar ako o excited sa text nya kaya inuto ko na din sarili ko…hala sige nagreply ang pasaway! [bt ang tao pag mahal mo iiwan ka, kpg iiwan mo mamahalin ka..pag minahal mo na sya lang tlg sya naman may mahl nang iba..skit no? tang-ina kasing pag-ibig yan nauso pa] Onga! T@#g-I*ang puso yan, bwi$3t na teknolohiya, asar ang nag imbento ng cellphones sama mo pa gumawa ng quotations. sa madaling salita badtrip ako kasi mahaba hair ko wahhh (naguluhan ka no? sakto lang yun) yoko na magpendot-pendot!

Isang araw..

Brrt brrt.capital ShIt!!! Leave me alone. E pano kung sya? Hmnmp! I then decided na magpalit na lang ng sim di pala smart decision ang mag-smart. kesa naman kainin ko pride ko tas itxt to [na2ginip ako knina,ung buhay pl natin nksulat s libro..kta ko libro mo tas may nagtanong sakin, kilala mo un? Sbi ko oo.sya pnaka magndang wento ng buhay ko]

Pero what for? ang gwapo naman nya. muntik ko pa nga to ma-send [ kahit uso ang giving up, I wont give you up.kht uso ang letting go, I wont let u go. I dnt care kung mwl ako sa uso ang mhlga wg kng mwala sa buhay ko] buti na lang lobat…di na send!

Ilang gabi din ako na parang tangang nagdadasal na sana ma-trace mo number ko kaso kulot na pala buhok ko(ano konek? Wehehehe)

hanggang..tanananan..

Bossing nagreply na yung katxt mo dali dali dali..sounds familiar?

2 messages received. New number? Uuuy!!!

[s bwat umaalis may dumarting. S bwat nagku2lang my pumupuno. Pero pano kung nahulog k n s dumating at bglng bumalik ang umalis? Cno pipiliin mo ung nagkulang o yung pumuno?]

[s twing nkikita ktang malungkot at nag-iisa gus2 kta lapitan,ykapin ng mahigpit at sabihing…nandito lang ako. Kso d ko mgwa kasi lam ko nmng d ako ang kelangan mo]

damn! Wrong send ba to? ____ ikaw ba yan?

Hehehehe.sino ka man, anu pa man, batman, superman, suman.isa lang sigurado..nangangamoy TXTMATE!

>>> revised walang wentang wento ni gurlie.

>>> hangkulet ng mga tagalog messages sa cellphone ko.bago burahin..ginawan ko muna kwento..may reklamo ka? See you in court..basketball tayo.


| "Pinky Steph" dream at 10:34 AM on Monday, June 05, 2006