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the calling
eyes closed.
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beyond reallity.
dreaming.
| "Pinky Steph" dream at 3:46 PM on Saturday, November 20, 2004
pintigin ang tunog ng buntong-hininga
lusutan ang bagsik ng mapamuksa'ng pagkakataon
matauhan mula sa maantak na pagkakalugmok
upang kapagdaka'y sumigaw ng ubod-lakas
-tang-ina ba't kita minahal?-
sa maingay na lugar inakay ng kamangmangan
pinag-apaw ng nakalalasing na alak ang hapag-kainan
lutang sa ritmo ng pagmamahal ang pandinig
humahangos papalapit sa mapang-anyaya'ng entablado
doon ibubunyag at palalayain ang saloobin
-pagod na ang puso ko ng kahihintay sa'yo-
rahuyuin ng makapal na buga ng nakahihilo'ng usok
hanggang magpatangay sa salamangka ng pasaway na yosi
upang maya-maya pa'y makipagsabayan sa pagkaupos ng stik
nakiramay ang apoy ng sigarilyo sa nagsusumiklab na damdamin
sa pagitan ng bawat hithit, buga at lunok ay ang bulong
-bwiset! hindi ba pwede'ng lisanin mo na ang isipan ko?-
sa pagsalakay ng dilim tinalunton ko ang daan pauwi
sa sabwatan ng awitin, alak at yosi ako'y mapapasuko
nagmamakaawa'ng talusin ang talusaling na puso
at doon sa pagitan ng hikbi at pagbaliktad ng sikmura
umalingawngaw ang nakabibingi'ng pagsusumamo
_shigeehhh nahh, ishhang pagkhakataonh lhang at khauntinhg phanahonh-
| "Pinky Steph" dream at 3:18 PM on Thursday, November 18, 2004
unreal effervescence
deceptive movements
perflex behavior
dissimulates solitude with pretention
conceals deficiency with contentment
witholds emotion from screaming
restrains oneself from involvement
that's insanity!
despondency denotes cowardice
dastards are unworthy of affection
so, speak out, be heard and be loved.
| "Pinky Steph" dream at 3:08 PM on Tuesday, November 16, 2004
restrained from moving on
vexed betwixt thy image and promises
drowned by memories of rainfalls
held hands and bounded souls
filled with laughter in the rains
divulged emotions beyond silence
escaped from erronious world
until the storm subside
upto the time we were inlove
before the feelings wither
as season's change, the wind transmutes direction
as morning's brighten, your vision darkens
as sunrise denotes hopes, your promises fade
| "Pinky Steph" dream at 3:13 PM on Sunday, November 14, 2004